Currently Playing Ocean Avenue By Yellowcard see related

- way away and breathing.

yo yea im listening to music at the moment..as my xanga thing says.

-way away-

I think I'm breaking out
I'm going to leave you now
Theres nothing for me here, it's all the same
And even though I know
That everything might go
Go downhill from here, I'm not afraid

Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (Feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything

You can't stop me now
You can't hold me down
You can't keep me here, I'm on my way
I've made it this far now
And I'm not burning out
No matter what you say, I'm not afraid

Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (Feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything


Letting out the noise inside of me (Letting out the noise inside of me)
Every window pane is shattering (Every window pane is shattering)
Cutting off my words before I speak (Cutting off my words)
This is how it feels to not believe

Letting out the noise inside of me (Letting out the noise inside of me)
Every window pane is shattering (Every window pane is shattering)
Cutting off my words before I speak (Cutting off my words)
This is how it feels to not believe

Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything

-breathing-

Eyes are feeling heavy but they never seem to close
The fan blades on the ceiling spin but the air is never cold
And even though you are next to me I still feel so alone
I just can't give you anything for you to call your own

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

Something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips
I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss
I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now
Things that I was sure of, they have filled me up with doubt

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

I can feel you breathing
It's keeping me awake
Could you stop my heart? It's always beating.
Sinking like a weight
How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done?
I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run
I know that I hurt you, things will never be the same
The only love I ever knew, I threw it all away

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight
I can feel you breathing
It's keeping me awake
Could you stop my heart? It's always beating.
Sinking like a weight
 

ok well im done boring u with GREAT song lyrics.

|| BASICS||
:x: name = malory
:x: piercings = ears
:x: tattoos = no
:x: height= 5'5 or 5'6
:x: shoe size =  like 8 1/2 to 9 1/2 it depends on type of shoe.
:x: hair color =  brown

:x: siblings = brother and brother

||LAST... ||
:x: movie you rented = u expect me to remember that.u dumbass.
:x: movie you bought = uh......
:x: song that was stuck in your head = some NFG song.
:x: person you've called = madre.i was at dizzles
:x: person that's called you = dizzle
:x: tv show you've watched = the simple life..well its a dvd but dizzle and me were watching it and technicly its a show.
:x: person you were thinking of = uh i dont know i think about alot of people.


|| DO? ||
:x: you have a crush on someone =  uh.i dont know lol
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = nyc
:x: you believe in online dating = i dont really care.its other peoples choice to.
:x: others find you attractive = i dont know
:x: you want more piercings = 2nd hole in ear
:x: you like cleaning = no. have u seen my room?
:x: you like roller coasters =fo shizzle.
:x: you write in cursive or print = print . i HATE cursive

|| FOR OR AGAINST... ||
:x: using someone = against
:x: suicide = against
:x: killing people = uh against. lol y would someone be FOR that.
:x: teenage smoking = against
:x: driving drunk = against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = against but im not gunna stop them from doing what they want. it would be like them not letting us do what we want. its not fair.


|| HAVE YOU... ||
:x: ever cried over a girl = no lol. cant say i have done that one.
:x: ever cried over a boy = no. i really dont care what they say. if they say something mean ill just either slap them or yell at them.yes i kno.im so kind.
:x: ever lied to someone = yea

|| WHAT... ||
:x: shampoo do you use = aussie.yum it smells sooo good.
:x: shoes do you wear =  vans, my roxy flipflops.                                         

:x: are you scared of = falling to my death....ummm spiders...needles. dieing.
|| NUMBER... ||
:x: of times I have had my heart broken = 0
:x: of hearts I have broken = 0
:x: of scars on my body = lots..lol
:x: of things in my past that I regret =not that many.


|| DO YOU THINK YOU ARE... ||
:x: funny = haha sometimes
:x: friendly = yea sure. if i want to be.
:x: amusing = um yea
:x: loveable = yes
:x: caring = yea
:x: sweet = sure.y not.

|| FAVORITE: ||
:x: 5 letter word: laxin.
:x: Candy: cotton candy. im not sure if that qualifyes but i love it dearly.
:x: Cartoon: rocko's modern life
:x: Cereal: cocco roccos, lucky charms, trix, fruity pebbles.
:x: Chewing gum: juicy fruit
:x: Color(s): light fushia
:x: Day of week: friday and saturday
:x: Least fave day: MONDAY
:x: Flower: hibiscus
:x: Jello flavor: BLUE! haha jello eating contest.how grand.
:x: Summer/Winter: summer...definately except for when u get all sweaty ew its gross
:x: Trampolines or swimming pools: both


|| Person who last.. ||
:x: Slept in your bed: me..or at least im pretty sure it was me. lol 
:x: Saw you cry: no1...but then again i dont cry like ever.lol
:x: Made you cry: cant think of anyone at all.
:x: You went to the movies with: i have NO idea at all.
:x: Yelled at you: madre prolly.

|| Have you ever.. ||
:x: Said "I love you" and meant it?: to my parently units..
:x: Gone out in public in your pajamas: yea. i go out all the time.
:x: Kept a secret from everyone: yep!!
:x: Cried during a movie: nah

:x: Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff: haha .no.
:x: Been on stage: yea
:x: Been to New York: yea
:x: Been to California: no
:x: Hawaii: no
:x: China: no
:x: Canada: uh no..no desire at all to go there.
:x: Europe: no
:x: Asia: no
:x: South America: no
:x: Puerto Rico: no
:x: Wished you were the opposite sex: no! definitly not. lol
:x: What time is it now?: 6:58 pm
:x: Apples or bananas?: um....haha...funny question..
:x: Blue or red?: blue AND red..what now u got purple.
:x: Walmart or target?: target
:x: Spring or Fall?: spring
:x: What are you gonna do after you finish this? not sure prolly go eat or something.
:x: What was the last meal you ate?: sandwich with dizzle

:x: High school or college?: going into high school next year..
:x: Are you bored?: yea. im ALWAYS bored.
:x: Last noise you heard?: someones im-ing me
:x: Last smell you sniffed?: uh..leighs lotion.that stuff is great
:x: Last time you went out of state/province? uhh..


|| Friendship/Love ||
:x: Do you believe in love at first sight?: yes
:x: Do you want children one day & if so, how many?: yes. 1 or 2
:x: Most important thing to you in a friendship is: um well u have to get along with them..

|| Other Info ||
:x: Criminal record?: no..lol
:x: languages? english and some spanish
:x: Last book you read: u really think i read?
:x: Identify some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: my TV, my bed..gotta luv that thing.
:x: Thing you dislike about yourself the most: not tanning ability? lol
:x: Worst feeling in the world: not being able to trust someone,
:x: Who you love the most: my family and friends
:x: Who you miss: i dont know my st martins friends. u kno who u are

|| You ||
:x: nicknames: mal froy malfroy malroy hoe slut maloryd
:x: How old do you look?: well some people say i look older than i really am like on tuesday some lady at my bros martial arts class asked if i was a senior this yea i was like uh no...im not even IN highschool yet.
:x: How old do you act?: 14
:x: Glasses/Contacts: neither
:x: Braces: no
:x: Do you have any pets?: nothing
:x: What makes you happy?: lots of stuff
:x: What upsets you?: not much can make me sad.


|| Finish the sentence: ||
:x: I Love ... my lax stick.and friend.u kno who u guys are

:x: I Miss ... lots of people
:x: I Wish.. that i was rich. and was smarter lol
:x: I Hope... uhhh

:x: I'm Annoyed by... lots of people
:x: I Am... bored
:x: I Want to Be... playing lax right now

:x: I Will Always be... weird

|| Have you ever.. ||
:x: Thought you were going to die: cant say i have.well except when brooke was chasing me and leigh around my house with a butcher knife.
:x: Wanted to Run away: yep!!!
:x: Flunked a grade: nope
:x: Skipped a grade: nope

im bored and i was talking to peoples so i completely forgot i was writing a weblog.lol

well

Once apon a time on an island named kent island a 14 year old girl named malory darden's alarm clock went off. she didnt hear it the first o 3 times and then her mother started yelling at her to wake up so she rolled(literaly) out of bed. she opened the shade next to her bed to see a bright yellowishorange highschool bus driving past her house. she then realized "o crap ive gotta hurry up" so she did. while she was getting ready in her room she listened to 99.5 talk about cicadas. she then gathered her books and sweatshirt grabbed a coke and fled down the driveway to just catch her bus. as she was running she dropped her cd player, tried to stop the fall by grabbing the cord, which just increased the velocity as it fell to the ground as usual. she picked it up and stepped onto the bus. she then road around to all the stops while listening to a mix cd on her scratched up beaten down cd player. as the bus full of routy teens passed over a bridge entering stevensville malory took off her head phones and got ready to get off of the bus entering the stevensville middle school bus place. she got off with her pal brit and they entered the school. malory went to her locker and got her books and headed towards her second homeroom( not really just her friends) and talked to rachel. she then headed back to her real homeroom(reilly) and learned some science. she then took her books to mrs G.J's and then frolicked off to gym with schimpf. there she and amber played team handball and ate honeysuckles. mrs evil teacher yelled at them to get away from the bushes so they had to preform secret missions to get the flowers. after they changed back into there normal school clothes she went back to mrs G.J's class to learn some romeo and juliet. after that she and her fellowclassmates went to mr millers class to learn some lang. arts. they listened to speeches all class. they then left mr millers classroom and headed down the hallways towards the cafiteria. malory stopped at her locker and grabbed her 24 oz. coke and went to get in line to buy some yummah breadsticks. she sat at the table and ate but then dan came over and smooshed everyone and took the coke since malory was done with it.. malory and rachel then went outside and ate some more honeysuckle with dan austin and ben. she then went inside and learned some more lang. arts. then after that she and her classmates went to the australian ladies class room and learned some US history. malory then kicked dan when he was trying to do a spilt( she kicked the leg that all his weight was on) and he fell and the class had a good laugh. the class then headed to algebra where the class talked and took a quiz....which some of them like malory might fail. they then left that class and headed towards there 2nd enrichment which malorys just so happens to be spanish. at precisly 2:25 a voice came over the loudspeaker(the principals) announcing that a letter would be sent home today about new school policies and talking about how a student had done something where the police had to come today. she then left that class with brit and headed for her locker where she collected her belongings and got on the bus. she listened to music and rode home. she said bye to brit and stepped off the bus at her house and walked down her drive way while listening to heartbreaker by umm marraih carrey i beleive is her name. she then went inside and every1 lived happily ever after.

the very VERY end.